emotional jealousy
Jake2.0 asked:

I have a really HUGE problem. I an 24, single and don’t have any kids of my own, but I have an 11 year old niece who I have taken care of quite a lot and this is the problem. I am very, very, very jealous of my sister because I love Jessica so much, and I wish that she was my daughter. I have her a lot of the time that she is not at school and have done this most of her life and have become so emotionally attached to her that when she goes home her leaving makes me cry and hurt inside because I cant bare to be apart from her. I have to stop myself from calling her “my daughter” and indeed I have caught myself many times just saying this, as it just comes out with out an conscious thought on my part. The thing is that I am an emotional wreck, I hate my sister, I cry almost all the time and the only time I am happy is when I am with Jessica. I think of her as “my child” and she makes my life full, she gives me a purpose and a reason and I just love her so much its taring me apart
Yeah looking into having kids of my own sounds cool but is is not just that easy. Unlike a girl, I cant just go and have kids and girls don’t really like me and plus I always have Jessica so th girls my age tend to stay away from me and the rest are not interested because they are already in relationships so its not that easy at all
Oh yeah and as an add on to the additional details above, I have never had a girlfriend either, or eurrm done anything at all with a girl, not even a kiss. Yeah I see girls I like all the time and they avoid me like the plague.


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